Hi there! 

Thanks for stopping by :) You can reach out to me directly by leaving your message and email address on the columns on your right hand side. I will do my best to respond to it as soon as possible. 

Hope to hear from  you soon! 


123 Street Avenue, City Town, 99999

(123) 555-6789



You can set your address, phone number, email and site description in the settings tab.
Link to read me page with more information.


Life-learned lessons, relationships, marriage, faith, lifestyle, and everything else in between.

Filtering by Tag: calligraphy

Why No Might Be The New Yes

Debora Manusama-Sinaga

We decided to finally attend the Family Life Night at Gateway Southlake Campus last Monday, where we had the opportunity to learn from the New York Times-Best-Selling Author, Dr. John Townsend. He talked about the importance of setting boundaries in your life, as an individual, as a family, and even as a business. I was blown away. It was a simple lesson, but I felt like I haven't mastered it even after all these years. So what does it mean to have a boundary?

Townsend put it in a very simple sentence : being able to say NO when you really need to say NO.

Sounds easy? Think about the last time when you actually did it! Be honest!

I think it's in our nature to say yes more easily than to say no, even when we KNOW that we should've said it.

Why do we need to say NO? Because we need to protect these 7 things that each and every one of us have (as an individual or as a family) :


No matter what your belief is, you and your family must have some kind of set of values that consists of the things you collectively regard as important be it money (though not recommended hehe), religious belief, commitment with one another, health, togetherness, honesty, etc. Now this set of values must be protected! Because there will come the days when you will be tempted or pressured into compromising them and jeopardizing your whole family.

Thoughts & feelings - well of course, we need to protect them at all times. Can you imagine living with an unstable, Yo-yo feelings? As a wife, mother, and a grown-up in general, I just think I need to be more stable than ever. I can't be living based on how I feel at the moment, because there are days when I don't feel like doing right. I can't risk my son's growth by abiding in them right? Anyways, these are just some examples to remind you how important it is to say NO to things that might cause you to compromise the 7 things I mentioned in the infograph above. Sometimes, we might hesitate in saying NO because we are scared of rejection and abadonement. But hey, is it worth it though? Ask yourself.

At the end of the class, Townsend gave us some homework : 1). To practice saying NO every day and 2). To turn the 'yes'-es that we said in the past into 'no's' --> like if 3 weeks ago when everyone said Neil Patrick Harris did a horrible job hosting the Oscars, and you said you agreed with them when in fact you didn't, tell them today! Just so you can get used to saying no (practice makes perfect right?), and saying what you really want and mean and should say, even when it's hard.

How about those thoughts you have in your head about yourself? About how you're not good enough? Say NO to them too! Guard your thoughts and your heart, for from them your whole life flows.

We're in this together. Let's learn to say NO!


The Myth of Being The Reacher and The Settler

Debora Manusama-Sinaga

Like many other unique terms and catchphrases that I know today, I first heard about the term the 'Reacher' and the 'Settler' on the hit CBS TV Show, How I Met Your Mother, particularly on the 13th episode of its 5th season, titled 'Jenkins'. In this episode, Marshall (the guy on the right) argues with his wife Lily about who's the Reacher and who's the Settler in the relationship. The argument emerges when Marshall tells Lily that he thinks his co-worker, Jenkins (the woman on the left) has a crush on him. However, this piece of information does not bother Lily at all, and Marshall is confused, why isn't Lily jealous? Then his friend Ted tells him that Lily does not feel threatened because she is the Settler in the relationship. She is the one settling (for less) whereas Marshall is the one who is lucky enough to get with someone who is out of his league, a,k.a the Reacher.

courtesy of tvequals.com 

When I watched this episode years ago, I thought  that I will end up being the Reacher in my future relationship one day, because if I was settling with someone 'lower' or 'crazier' than me, I'd probably be living in the projects with a drug-dealing upcoming DJ or something. So "I must find someone 'better than me'", I thought.

In 2011, I met Mr. Man (well, I've known him since high school, but you know, we reunited in New York 4 years ago). This really decent guy who doesn't have a messy past like I do, who is good at managing his money, smart, kind-hearted, drug-free, and just loving. I immediately thought that I was going to be the Reacher in the relationship.

Sadly, I still did until last Thursday.

Why did I say 'sadly'? Because thinking that you are the Reacher in the relationship is not healthy. You will always see yourself 'lower' than you were supposed to, and that will affect the way you treat and even love your spouse/partner.

The truth is, you are both blessed to find each other and to be united as one in God. In fact, if you're a believer, you'd know that it's a part of God's plan for you to be man and wife, so why think of yourself less than that?

If you read my last post, the Good the Bad The Ugly, I admitted that I have been struggling with the thoughts of my past that sometimes pop up in my head and try to tell me that I am something I'm not. Well all of that, are also part of me thinking that I am the Reacher in my relationship with Mr. Man. I'd beat myself up everytime I do something wrong. And that's just not healthy.

Thankfully, we talked it over last Thursday, and Mr. Man told me that he never felt like he was the Settler. in fact, he feels just as blessed to be in this relationship. He sees me as a gift too! And not as someone 'crazy' he has to put up with.

As you might guess, I cried in gratitude to those statements. I mean, dude, I got a good man right here.

And apparently, he's got himself a good woman as well ;) #haaayyy #loveisintheair #always